My life is literally falling apart..
The love of my life for almost two years drops me in an instant and his “new” girlfriend brings up the fact that him and I aren’t friends/barely talk anymore, she brags to me about everything they do together and all I do is cry…I’m about to get kicked out school because I can’t seem to keep up the pace and work to get my diploma fast enough. Not a single one of my family members notices the amount of pain I’m in and ignores the redness/puffiness of my eyes from crying for hours on end..not even my best friend knows how bad I truly am. My anxiety is getting extremely worse at an alarming rate and I can hardly calm myself down anymore and I relapsed again a week ago…I’m afraid of myself. I HATE myself. I just want this pain to end…When will it end?